Very shortly, Kate will be nine months old, and nine months has always been a significant number to me.
Nine months of pregnancy always seemed to drag on, and I always found myself focusing on time: the length of a day, the stretch of a week. Every moment was measured in these tidy bits of time. While I may have grumbled about the effects of pregnancy on my body, I always secretly enjoyed housing my little bun. Having another life growing inside of you -- it's a very intimate experience.
But nine months out of the womb? There's always a bit of sadness when this milestone is reached, because to me it has always signifies independence and freedom from Mama. Nine months marks the beginning journey towards autonomy. From this point my little one will start to take flight, and she'll continue to grow into her own little being, her own little person. Someone separate from me.
That's the bittersweet part.
Right now, Kate is learning more about the world around her, and each day she manages to display some new trick. Yesterday was clapping. And the day before? Scooting herself under the couch! Kate usually sits on the floor gazing up at her siblings, her face brightening each time they walk into the room, and when she gets really excited, she flaps her arms up and down like a little bird. Usually that's my clue to pick her up and spin her around. She giggles when I do this. And usually my heart melts from happiness.
I'm eager to see how Kate's future unfolds. Will she be shy and sweet like her sister? Or will she be loud and rambunctious like her brother? Only time will tell. But for now, I'm content living right now in this day.
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As for Gifty! news, I finally, finally uploaded my treats from Kat of Pinku Rocks. See them over at flickr!
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I also updated my long neglected links! Yay! I feel so, so PROUD! I feel like I just tackled a major project. I've added some new friends that I've been meaning to add for ages!
I always thought that that 9 month age was just the best! For so many reasons. Enjoy every minute, man it goes fast!
Posted by: Blair | March 04, 2006 at 01:56 PM
I love all of the textures in this illo... so pretty!
9 months is at a such a sweet age, it makes me smile... just thinking of little Kate scooting & giggling! :)
Posted by: Kathleen | March 04, 2006 at 05:28 PM
It's hard to believe that our littlest bun is almost nine months old. Where has the time gone? She's sitting next to me right now, filling her diaper, and even that's cute. What worries me, though, is the next fifteen years. How in the world will I survive two gorgeous teenage daughters? If I'm a little touchy from 2015 through about 2023, I hope you'll understand...
Posted by: Hank | March 04, 2006 at 06:08 PM
I bet she's super gorgeous!!! I'm going to get my gifty photos up soon!
Posted by: kat | March 04, 2006 at 11:34 PM
Wow. 9 months already?! I'll bet she's a beauty. :)
Posted by: Marilyn | March 05, 2006 at 12:10 AM
So sweet!! Soon she'll be chasing after her big siblings...(dear lord...will she try to keep up with Henry??) If she can keep up with him...she'll be a butt-kickin' little girl no doubt!
HEY...you Dooo know me. that's scary. hehe.
Posted by: jes | March 05, 2006 at 06:12 AM
I love your flapping arms illo!
9 months old. How exciting!
Posted by: Dawn | March 05, 2006 at 07:41 AM
I love your illustration. That's such a cute age. It's bittersweet to see them grow and change, knowing that each new milestone takes them a little further away from you.
Posted by: lesbonstemps | March 06, 2006 at 07:48 AM
Oh, Leslie, this post made my heart melt. Just melt! Into a big, googly pool of mush. I love the story of this moment in time for you and Kate and look forward to the day I experience it myself and can say, Leslie totally told it like it is. =)
I also LOVE the illo. So sweet! The textures are fab too. Rockstar mom, you!
Posted by: Giao | March 06, 2006 at 03:18 PM
9 is a significant # for me too (the day i was born and the month and year i got married)- plus something i'll share soon on my blog too... it is amazing how fast kids grow and what they pick up. my son is already learning how to "pretend" right now and it just makes me smile.
Posted by: joyce | March 06, 2006 at 03:55 PM
Happy three quarters of a year old Kate !
: )
Posted by: lyn | March 07, 2006 at 02:37 PM
Awww... what a darling illo. You must feel so lucky to have such a nice family. :) Congrats to you and Miss Kate. Hope the moment doesn't pass too fast!
PS. Thanks for the link!
Posted by: jesser | March 08, 2006 at 07:31 AM
Awww... what a darling illo. You must feel so lucky to have such a nice family. :) Congrats to you and Miss Kate. Hope the moment doesn't pass too fast!
PS. Thanks for the link!
Posted by: jesser | March 08, 2006 at 07:31 AM
Hi, my daughter is nearly nine months old too, and I know exactly how you are feeling about the 9 month anniversary. I love your illustration too, its really sweet!
Posted by: gentlytiptoe | March 08, 2006 at 09:36 AM
wow, i dont even remember 9mos... he is 19mos now and it's definitely full of surprises!! i think the mark for me though, as far as memorable, was 10mos... that is when he started walking during the nba game... it was then that life seemed to flip upside down... him walking, falling, hazards, spills, chasing, running, falling (yeah, i said that twice for a reason)... i just remember his big ol' cheesy grin as he'd walk around... and i say walk loosely cuz this kid really runs!!! he was always rushing everywhere! like his mami... *sigh* you bring back hazy memories ;)
Posted by: Account Deleted | March 08, 2006 at 06:01 PM
all the wiser mothers of three children grown and gone tell me that the third baby is the one that lives a life of easy love with mama. the one that is indulged and relished. all the worries of being a parent have already been worked out. i am glad you are indulging in the joy and ease of kate! enjoy all the sweetness, you deserve it!
Posted by: hannah | March 09, 2006 at 09:16 PM
those baby years go by so fast! you are wise to relish these precious days. wonderful post!
Posted by: Vicki | March 23, 2006 at 08:17 AM
If she's been out as long as she was in... I suggest throwing yourself an Inside Outside party and celebrating for both of you!
Congratulations... my baby is just over ten months so I had mine not too long ago.
http://www.rookiemoms.com/inside-out
Your site is adorable!
Posted by: Heather | March 25, 2006 at 01:47 PM